I hate my job, I hate my life, I hate myself. THE LIST.

The title says it all. I have been thinking about this for a long long time and have never really done anything to make things better for myself. I, like most other people, just plod along with the days just passing me by. I turned 29 just about 3 months ago.

So I decided to do a list of how to improve my life. They don't necessarily have to be big things. Some things that I really want to do, some things that I really need to do along with some things that I should've done a long time ago. Some of the things might seem really trivial but they are not. Also, a lot of the things are connected, i.e. I won't be able to do numbers 2, 13 14 and 15 if I don't do number 8. But that is one of the points to it. It is like a step by step process of things I can do to achieve the next thing. Or number 11 if I don't do number 6. Some might think, a few things can be done the next day i.e. Number 3. But I don't just wanna make rash desicions for the sake of doing the list. I purposely put number 13 and 14 in as a reward for myself for doing the list and again, I might not be able to do these if I don't do number 10. Here is the list:-

1. Pay at least £1500 of my debt off
2. Start to take driving lessons again
3. Get a tattoo
4. Write 5 amazing finished songs
5. Play somewhere live and play more often
6. Renew my passport
7. Register with a dentist
8. Find a better job
9. Sit up straight, no slouching
10. Don't lose too much of my income to gambling
11. Go abroad
12. Get a webcam and post some songs on You Tube
13. Buy a new guitar
14. Buy a Citizen Eco-drive watch
15. At least look to finally moving out
16. Get my violin fixed and start to learn it
17. Start a new story
18. Plant a tree-preferably a Maple tree
19. Start a savings account
20. Not being fazed when people shout abuse to me on the streets
21. Get some recordings of my own songs done
22. Go to watch Manchester United at Old Trafford
23. Start voluntary work for the NSPCC
24. Start to go to more gigs/concerts again
25. Sell something on Ebay
26. Learn to make an amazing Masala Dhosa (Indian dish)
27. Learn 30 new songs on my guitar
28. Get some written word published
29. Make an effort with every single person in my phonebook
30. Learn 5 monologues

I will be writing on here as much as I can and hopefully be updating my list throughout until 9th March 2012 when I reach 30. The 275 days start today.