It seems crazy that about 18 months ago I made a list of 30 things to to before I was 30. I am 31 in a week!! Not much has changed. DAMN IT NOT MUCH HAS CHANGED.
I just keep procrastinating for some unknown reason. I am never too sure what to actually do. I have done a few things on the list but it became really insignificant. So much so that I haven't posted on here in ages and thought to myself "what is the point in NOT doing something?" I mean, why do people not make their lives better. Why do people choose to just moan about things in their lives and not make things better?
It's like the millions/billions of people around the world who do the lottery-waiting for something that is very highly unlikely to happen, yet always feel slightly disappointed when it actually doesn't happen. Some of those people will blame the fact that their lives can't get better if they don't win the lottery. If they win, they could quit work, buy a bigger house, a better car go on countless holidays and will feel good about themselves. Is this the right way to go? No, unfortunately, it is the only way to go.
Most of the things on my list does require money which means I need to get a job. I have lost 3 jobs in the last 12 months which is just insane considering for most of my life I have worked 2 jobs. Now I haven hardly done things on my list which I should have done ages ago which still need to be done and I need to make my life better. If I can just get a job. That is all I need again to get the ball rolling. First and foremost I need to get a job. I used to take getting work for granted but we live in a different world then 5 years ago. I will keep updating this blog more now.
